I was told I could and should, but I said I needed to think about it. I thought about it... really, I did. But this would be so far outside of my comfort zone, so I went with the excuse reason that I want to spectate at least one first. So, what was it?
Here, I posted about my start at swimming... in September, I joined a 10 week triathlon swim clinic which helped tremendously, then about a month ago, I started with a masters swim team to continue improving my swim, and keep me going, especially during the winter months when my motivation is tremendously low to get to the pool in the dark, cold nights of winter. The weekend I joined them, there was a swim meet, but I already had plans that weekend, so I didn't go. In the past month, I've swum with them twice a week, being fairly comfortable with freestyle and backstroke, and finally 'learning' breaststroke and butterfly. My goals for both of these have gone from not drowning not drowning as quickly pure survival to working on forward motion. It's not pretty, it's not fast, but I eventually get there, so that counts for something right?
There was another swim meet today, about 10 minutes from home. Coach told me to sign up, and didn't buy into my complaining (and plenty of other swimmers) that I couldn't do the butterfly. So, he had us do 50m butterfly, then some individual medleys. "See Mel, I told you that you can do it, just sign up."
He almost convinced me, but then I got sick last week, and missed the practice when I would have had to pay my entry fee, so he said I could watch this one, but next time I'd have to sign up. It's a nice feeling when someone has confidence in you even if you might not in yourself.
I did the same thing with triathlon, went to watch one first, had an ounce of regret not being a participant, but thankful for the experience of learning from the others before taking the dive, literally! (pun intended!)
I wasn't sure if it would happen, the possibility was there, and it did. The team standing right next to ours was that of my previous triathlon clinic's swim coach. She was coaching and competing today, so it was great to be able to see her again, and watch her swim finally! I chatted with her about my new bike too because I had discovered that she used to race for the store's triathlon team where I bought it, prior to her competing in Ironman. Isn't that crazy! Sometimes this running, swimming, cycling, triathlon community is smaller than you'd think!
Can you believe I'm even posting about this, considering this whole adventure of my last 2+ years started with the Nike+ sensor and going for a short run around the block? I wonder how different this post would have been had I chosen to participate! What will I use as my next excuse now that I've used this one up!?
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26 comments:
How cool!! I think it's awesome that your coach wants you to enter a meet!!! I'd be scared shitless! Sorry for the french....so i commend you-because I know you'll enter and rock it!!
Just found your blog through Southbay Girl and I love it! It's very inspirational. :)
signing on with the female racing team for me this year is way of out my comfort zone......isn't that what this is all about? WE ARE LIVING GIRL.
So proud of you!
I know you will do great in the swim meet... you seem to live up to that often quoted saying: "You can do anything you set your mind to."
You've proven that time and time again!
I love the new look for your blog!!
If you can do the fly then it seems like you are ready. Go rock it!
you can do the butterfly?!? wow!! i, uh, can do like 1 arm-plunge and 1 leg-flap and then i sink :) you definitely need to get in that swim meet, you little fish!
You're amazing Mel. Look at how far you've come since your stress fracture. You're inspiring with every post!
And a master swim group?! Terrific.
Good stuff, we're like sharks we have to keep moving forward else we die, for us movement is progression; stationary is stagnationary!
Get it done!
Still it's amazing to see what the Nike+ did for folks, without mine I'd be cruising around the local street 5k max!
UGH the DREADED butterfly!!!! I hate that stroke. IN all my years of swimming, I could never do it right.
Wow - you are amazing....
(love the new header!)
I like your new header! I haven't been in a swim meet since I was 12 years old. Sounds like fun! I can't wait to hear about your first one.
...and the next swim meet you go to you will be participating. It is fantastic how as people we are able to progress like this. Great work!
I'd love to do a grown up swim meet. DO IT!!
I am not a swimmer but its great to see how far you have come! And I love the bike in the header :)
I think you've run out of excuses! ;) Posting it here means you have accountability now! DO IT! You'll love it!!!
It's been quite the ride, hasn't it Mel?? Who'd'a thunk you'd be talking about swim meets??
You make me wonder if maybe - just maybe - even I will end up on the "dark side" (kidding) some day.
First things first...that sure is a perty bike I see up there! AWESOME!
Second ~ don't beat yourself up for *doubting*. You are only human! The important thing, in true 'Mel Style', you always come around to the courageous Mel we all know! Deep down, you know what you can do, always. Feel the doubt, and then let it go. It's a temporary thing, you know that too well!
Breaking out of my comfort zone is going to be my theme for the new year - not only in running but in all aspects of life. Lots of big changes on the horizon for me, some are not very 'comfortable' - so I figured now's as good a time as any to leave the comfort zone behind PERIOD!
Care to join me? ;-)
You rock Mel!
Way to "dive in" to something more! Life is good! :)
The first meet is always the scariest, I remember!
Just do it!
I've never done one and don't see one in my future but I see one in yours!! Go for it!
It seems like a nice chain of events!
You really are one amazing lady. I agree with everyone else who commented. Go for it, definitely!
DO it do it do it! (Chanting that!)
I think that is awesome that you have come so far. Next time you are in that water baby!!!
Wow! Can't wait to hear about you actually participating (you know you will!)
You are so going to do it! And you can. No doubt about it. None whatsoever!
I think it shows dedication that you are showing up even if just to watch. Hopefully next time you are in the pool and not in the stands.
Best case scenario you finish and meet your goals. Worst case, you go in the water and do not finish. It's still better than not going in the water at all!
Love the new header pic.
Honestly, I think that going to watch one is a good baby step towards actually taking the plunge (puns are puhn).
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